New Year
Midnight was hideous.
I live in the inner city, so it was an hour-long war of explosions and flashes on the ceiling. One of my symptoms is a hypersensitivity to light, smells and noise, and at the moment - despite my days being so much better - nights still consist of hourly wakings to vomit, spaced out by fitful sleep. That hour, that long hour with build-ups (and down) on either side when I wished everyone could have synchronised their watches and created one giant bang, instead of being so haphazard about it all, culminated in a nightmare which involved me travelling through a house full of excrement, abuse and torture. Maybe the worst nightmare I've ever had.
Feeling better now though. Happy new year and all that. No more fireworks tonight please.
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I live in the inner city, so it was an hour-long war of explosions and flashes on the ceiling. One of my symptoms is a hypersensitivity to light, smells and noise, and at the moment - despite my days being so much better - nights still consist of hourly wakings to vomit, spaced out by fitful sleep. That hour, that long hour with build-ups (and down) on either side when I wished everyone could have synchronised their watches and created one giant bang, instead of being so haphazard about it all, culminated in a nightmare which involved me travelling through a house full of excrement, abuse and torture. Maybe the worst nightmare I've ever had.
Feeling better now though. Happy new year and all that. No more fireworks tonight please.
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