Up and Down, Up and Down

Feeling much better again today though. With a bit of luck it'll stay mild this time.

In a way experience is a bad thing, as the fear and the bad memories contribute a lot to my current unease. Then again, there's a good chance I'd be much iller if I hadn't educated and armed myself and done all the preparation I did to try and keep things under control.

Ho hum. It's only time. Just have to keep ploughing through the time, til I get to the other side.


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