Same Old Same Old
Nothing's changed really. Same old obsessions.
Not pregnant. Want to be. Haven't a clue how I'll manage it if / when I finally get there. Sad about menstruation, which is also physically painful.
Terrified and excited about book. Might get sold, might not get sold, might not know for long time, might have to wait for ages to get any news. Obsessed. Trying not to be.
Worried about money. Running out of. Haven't earnt any since I was made redundant. Need to make a living. Can't decide what to do about it. Can't afford to wait and see what happens with book. Too many options, not enough confidence or motivation. Would rather stick head in sand.
Sometimes pleased with how varied my life is and how many different interesting things I get to do per week. Sometimes terrified by future prospects, or lack of. Happy one minute, sad the next.
In short: all over the fucking shop. Again.
[sigh]
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Not pregnant. Want to be. Haven't a clue how I'll manage it if / when I finally get there. Sad about menstruation, which is also physically painful.
Terrified and excited about book. Might get sold, might not get sold, might not know for long time, might have to wait for ages to get any news. Obsessed. Trying not to be.
Worried about money. Running out of. Haven't earnt any since I was made redundant. Need to make a living. Can't decide what to do about it. Can't afford to wait and see what happens with book. Too many options, not enough confidence or motivation. Would rather stick head in sand.
Sometimes pleased with how varied my life is and how many different interesting things I get to do per week. Sometimes terrified by future prospects, or lack of. Happy one minute, sad the next.
In short: all over the fucking shop. Again.
[sigh]
___
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2 Comments:
Fingers crossed for a deal done at Frankfurt, a book fair I know well from days gone by and strangely miss.
Oh yes, in what ocntext?
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